Some of it is not really wanting to face what is in there.
Some of it is confusion about what direction I want to go in.
and the other part of that is feeling like I should just get a job and forget all this art nonsense. I waffle daily from one thing to the other. I'm having a hard time figuring out what my heart is saying.
And the rest of me is simply confused about everything.
So now I guess I need to listen to the trees and let my heart and head be silent. And maybe I'll make some art.
so many decisions.